Thursday, December 18, 2008

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I am Melissa Margot Tuttle (formerly Ives).
I want to go workout, but more don't.
I have to get my hair trimmed.
I wish that I didn't have to workout and weight would just fall off.
I hate living so far from some of the best friends I have ever made.
I fear that Garrin will do something stupid and fall into a coma again, and that I won't be able to wake him up next time.
I hear Jason Mraz telling me to live mighty.
I search for a few last minute Christmas gifts.
I wonder when I lost my will power. I swear I used to be stronger.
I always am up for baking big, fat cookies.
I'm usually asleep by 9:30 pm and love it.
I'm not dressed yet, but have awesome pajama pants on.
I dance around our tiny apartment when I'm home alone.
I sing in the car like I'm putting on a concert.
I never go to bed without Garrin. We went a long time without that and now I savor it.
I rarely do laundry, that's Garrin's job.
I cry when I am SUPER excited; such as seeing Jason Mraz in concert when my tickets are front row, center.
I'm not always a good deed doer, but working on it.
I lose my patients nearly every day when I can't control inanimate objects.
I'm confused why people don't "believe" in global warming.
I need motivation. Help?
I should be checking the road report, it's icy out there.
I dream some crazy stuff.  Want to know what it is like to be a secret agent, or butler, or gorilla trainer? I can tell you.

3 comments:

Sarah: Der Wenigste Blog der Welt said...

I like your writing.
I miss you and would like to get together sometime in the next few weeks.
I also have crazy fears, dreams, frustrations, goals.
I thank you for sharing some of yours.
I wish you a Merry Christmas! :)

Jenni said...

Oh Mo . . .you are so great! How I miss you! And just for your information you are one of the strongest people i know and I wish I was more like you.

tyler said...

hey this is gonna sound retarded but i didn't know how to check comments on my posts. i just found out today lol.

i just want to say thanks for some of the comments you've left. im just one of those people that's completely different in writing than in person. not to be cliche but its a "darker side" when i write.

thanks for being my friend!